Spirits High

I try to keep my spirits high

So I don't come down

Even though I have to lie

To keep myself devout

It's hard to read between the lines

When everything starts to blur

And though I'm scared I won't make it out

I feel promise in the hurt

'Cause I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be

But underneath, underneath

There's something there that's haunting me

I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad

My mind is slipping through the cracks

But I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be

So why do I start to panic

When I'm losing self control

Or maybe I'm just discouraged

And getting sick of trying to cope

So how do I tell my friends

I feel better when I'm by myself?

And that I'm scared but I'm over it

'Cause it never seems to help

'Cause I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be

But underneath, underneath

There's something there that's haunting me

I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad

My mind is slipping through the cracks

But I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be

Yeah, oh yeah, where I'm supposed to be

Yeah, oh yeah, yeah

It's getting easy to pretend

When the lights go dark and though it never makes much sense

I believe it in my heart

I try to keep my spirits high

So I don't come down

So I don't come down, yeah

'Cause I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be

But underneath, underneath

There's something there that's haunting me

I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad

My mind is slipping through the cracks

But I believe, I believe

I'm right where I'm supposed to be