Sober October (Opening)

I don't enjoy life when I am sober

Struggle my way through the days of October

Thinking my torments almost over

Then I fall again

Into the same routine, I'm tired

Wishing my brain could be rewired

Thoughts in my head just catching fire

I want to mend, not pretend

Everything is going great

Happiness is just beyond that gate

In front of me

Im finally

Opening

I'm fighting the lows that come with addiction

Taking the blows to absolve my convictions

Everything feels like fucking friction

And I'm gasoline

Trying to find a new replacement

Bury my cravings in the basement

Until the day I reach erasement

Of this state of being

Everything is going great

Happiness is just beyond that gate

In front of me

Im finally

Opening

Everything is going great

Happiness is just beyond that gate

In front of me

Im finally

Opening

Everything is going great

Happiness is just beyond that gate

In front of me

Im finally

Opening