Jaded

She actin all innocent

I know what she doin’ for real

I know I’m not listening

I don’t really wanna be here

I’m mostly jaded faded in my room

Listening to tunes we would hear

I can’t love you like I did again

I did it all out of my feels

Yeah she like white wine

Red roses and a nice time

Real pretty face with some nice eyes

Low self esteem but the price high

She was feelin’ me at the right time

Had trouble tryna’ find the right guy

It was all cool for a good minute

Til I notice she in love with white lies

Never nothing big I just let it slide

Cuz’ I understand she had some failed tries

Tryna’ find love and I did too

So I sat back just to analyze

Then I really started seeing bad signs

She was getting close with some other guy

But I figured out it was just paranoia

We were still good everything fine

She a shy girl not the party type

Never really been around the party life

So I never really had to care about her going out

Really it was all nice

Yeah

What if I’m wrong

What I she’s cheating on me

What if she’s planning to leave

What if she’s out there be fucking on dudes

She really be making a fool out of me

What if she just like these other little bitches I’ve been with

I’m really just being deceived

I better cut this shit off before I get hurt again

Should’ve never believed

Nah that’s just my head talking my anxiety runnin

I know my baby would never

We both been hurt

She knows the pain

I know that we finna get thru it together

I know she ain’t perfect

Nobody is

I love her flaws

She couldn’t be better

It’s gonna storm and it’s gonna rain

But we in love we can get thru the weather

She actin all innocent

I know what she doin’ for real

I know I’m not listening

I don’t really wanna be here

I’m mostly jaded faded in my room

Listening to tunes we would hear

I can’t love you like I did again

I did it all out of my feels

(Yeah)

She don’t understand why I’m tripping

And really I don’t either

But I mean it’s just all the little things she be doin’

That’s makin’ me think deeper

My heart already weak

The more that I think it’s just finna get weaker

And I ain’t even got proof something in my head

Just keep telling me to leave her

I just wonder why she keep her phone so close

Never tryna let me see it

Every time she get a text

She just swipe it up

Before she even get to read it

One day she got a message from some dude

And act like she ain’t see it

If I ever try to ask about it

She gon’ get mad and hope on defense

Matter of fact I’m kinda tired of it

I ain’t trying to keep feeling like this

I done been thru it already

I ain’t tryna keep going thru this type shit

Man nah fuck it bro i know whats up

This bitch think I’m dumb or some

Out here fucking around

Think I ain’t know

I’m bout to show her some

It’s over bruh

I’m tryna go stand over some

My heart already cold

Just know this Smith & Wesson colder bruh

She actin all innocent

I know what she doin’ for real

I know I’m not listening

I don’t really wanna be here

I’m mostly jaded faded in my room

Listening to tunes we would hear

I can’t love you like I did again

I did it all out of my feels