Funeral Arrangements

The sun came out today

The sun came out just to spite me

I’m hoping tomorrow it’ll cease to be

You can make a garden you can make a grave

You can hold it close and feel it fade away

In the end it’s always gonna be the same

Wake up it’s better off this way

Another night goes by i watch it all replay

Wake up it’s better off this way

I delay I delay I delay

You’re better off this way

Fuck you I’m gonna do it my own way

You’re better of this way

And I don’t wanna wake up I wanna stay asleep

I just got up, I’m all fucked up

Missing messages, phone’s off so shut the fuck up

Here I’ll stay ’til the sun sets in spades

And I can’t count the hours or seconds or days

Not the days or the weeks or the months or the years

’Til time sets behind me the guilt disappears

Because life it’s only getting harder

And the light is only getting darker

Darker, it’s only getting darker

Composure, no promise

Exposure, too often

The closure, subconscious

Enclosure, like coffins

The odor, like vomit

The steeple, the target

The gospel, the gossip

It’s over, just stop it

So we gather, like it matters

Leave in tears, leaving flowers

Cut the curtains, kill the light

Cash it out, say good night

Say goodbye