Breathe Freely

It’s colder now

Then it was last month

My hands get stiff

My mouth is shut

The way I was

Was not enough

And I know that now

Oh it’s been tough

I fall asleep wondering why

I was so wrong I went too far

A melody stuck in my heart

I’m in too deep

Over my head

I think It’s time I take it to bed

Not giving up

Not giving in

I’ve finally found the strength from within

And if I’m afraid

And if I can’t see

I’ll get it done i’ll do what I need

So I can breath freely

I can breathe freely again

I thought i knew

My whole self

It takes a bruise

To see what else

Is hiding there

Under my skin

Deep in my shell

An icy wind

All I say

All I do

It all makes me so confused

But I won’t

Stop it now

I’m just starting something new

It don’t matter

It don’t matter if I

Lose

I won’t matter at all