M.E.N III

Yo, it's Bugzy Malone

Ay, see as soon as I got to the hospital

The nurses told me I'm lucky to be alive

Three weeks later I get a blood clot in my chest

The shit nearly killed me

But now I'm back

They don't call me the king of the North for nothing

Watch this

Alright, so mummy used to sell herself

Drop couple rocks into a pipe and light it up

Think I didn't come from Hell? My old bestie said my head's gone

It must be mental health but I got killers in my family

'Case you couldn't tell and I didn't wanna see them ****

So I got it, hella stealth

And when I saw those idiots I told them by myself

That I don't fear nobody

I still got opps that want me bodied

But them man are still living in a cell

And if I have to go back there, I swear I'm going in

I pray a lot these days in case I have to sin

I tell 'em till my mouth goes dry and I need a drink

I sleep well these days, I never miss a wink

And no I didn't catch the virus though there's pain in my chest

A court case coming, fuck fame for a sec'

I'm gonna have to stand and take judgement again

But I can look him in his eye, I have my baby to protect

Couple things I never said out loud, I just been living with it

I gotta speak out though it's fucking with my spirit

A school-tie around my neck and hanging from the ceiling

He burst into the room, I was embarrassed when you seen me

So I put it to my wrist, and yeah, I slit it

Didn't cut it deep though I gotta say I shit it

And mummy was a nitty

But when I heard she turned one of her customers into my dad

I gotta say, I really nearly did it

But I told myself I would never do anything silly

I told myself I'd take it out on **** that fuck with me

And that's why I never lost and that's why I'm a boss

And that's why I was the first one to rep my city

I got fake friends talking like I don't show intelligence

Like I didn't demonstrate due diligence

Man tellin' me about my residence

Like I couldn't give a green light and leave no evidence

Ah, place in the Louis

Waves under the doowie

Skeleton Cartier so I can see through it

See there's levels to this British shit and me, I'm top tier

Any talk of me not being a legend stops here

When the car pulled up, I knew that we was crashin'

And at the point my life was meant to start flashing

I just blacked out, woke up on the concrete with feathers everywhere

The Moncler was ragged down, me, I had it mapped out

Now I got bleeding on the brain, the same shit that killed my cousin

I swear I miss Dane

Couple **** turned out to be fake

But I'm too rich to argue these days so I just give it space

On the hospital bed, the morphine had me trippin'

Giggling at nothing, into reminiscing

Crashed doing 70 without wearing a helmet

Believe in God or not, there's no denying a blessing

I was on the ward slowly healing

Lay on the bed and my chest was beating

The blood clot passed through my heart

And into my lungs and the pain was a deeper feeling

I shouted for the nurse, I could feel myself leaking

With a face full of sweat, could barely catch my breath

Even though I knew I was hanging by a thread

I told the nurse that there's no way I'm dying on this bed

Fuck that

Now I'm supposed to feel weak?

For some reason now I feel like a wolverine

Like I smashed the side of the car up with my physique

And left a big boy dent in the concrete

They put me in the newspapers and magazines

You better recognise a legend when you catch a sneak peak

It's not the first time I shed blood out on the street

But the way they taped it off, it was like a murder scene

Fucking Bugzy Malone, 2020

The fucking resurrection

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