Look into my eyes and tell what you envision happiness or pain?

Judging from my past been eager for your provisions prisoner or slain?

Lucrative? In Vain?

Arrogant or shamed

Thinking I be pouring out my heart to make a name

Never would I illustrate my life to stake a

Claim

Honestly I never a gave a fuck about the fame

Verbalizing my emotions mirror therapy

When I’m rap is the only time y’all hearing me

Let y’all talk when I talk it’s not

Reciprocated

Drop a track and y’all beg me for the clarity

Causing harm with these words was never in my intentions

Regretted I projected my feelings and caused friction

Tension from the people assuming it’s all driven

Intermittent expressing the art strickens

These are problems an afflictions that comes with a lost soul as it ponders its existence and wanders the dark road

Harp blows in the wind as it whistles a dark tone harped on trying to latch on its vessel that’s far gone

Heart torn now my spirit embodies this dark form sparked storms now my demons are ones that I call on

Maul on all this strength that I muster and haul on fall on crawl on I tell you it’s all wrong uh

You see, sometimes you have to ask yourself what are you willing to do to change what’s going wrong in your life.

You need to be able to look in the mirror, acknowledge what’s going on within

Either you fix it or become a slave to your own misery, me I chose the latter

I chose to hold myself accountable

I chose to rise above it

I chose to stray away from the path of destruction

And for that, I am reborn

This is repentence

This is forgiveness

This is purgatory

Leek the only one that really know what I be going through

One to keep it even when my tempers uncontrollable

Life be looking down he flip a switch and make it vertical

Forever I’m indebted for his lectures and his quotables

He just tell me play it surgical

Know some **** wanna murder you

Say it’s money on my head..

Day a **** kill me whole city going red

That’s on Courtney and our unborn baby that she aborted

Path of this religion I straddle done got contorted

Knew I’d be in debt with the Karma that I afforded

Made peace with the grace of nirvana that they extorted

Engulfed in this torture

Blistering’s the flame

Came to realization things will never be the same

Body in limbo

Soul still remains

Acknowledging my evil

Nullify the chains