Stuck

I try to keep myself busy

So I don't lose my mind

But that is far from easy

When you feel like running out of time

Over the last years

Somehow I unlearned

How to be happy

Agony and fear of what lies ahead

Keep freezing my body

I'm stuck

Figuring out, figuring out

How to live a life free of doubt

Free of doubt

I can't remember my last real smile

My face is tired of faking

While my heart keeps aching inside

I don't know how it started

I don't know how it will end

But days are getting harder

While I'm desperately waiting for change

Over the last years

Somehow I unlearned

How to be happy

I'm stuck

Figuring out, figuring out

How to live a life free of doubt

Free of doubt

I can't remember my last real smile

My face is tired of faking

While my heart keeps aching inside

And I don't know

What to believe

Is there a plan to set me free

If that's the case

I lost the path long time ago

I'm stuck figuring out

How to live a life free of doubt

I can't remember my last real smile

My face is tired of faking

While my heart keeps aching

Figuring out, figuring out

How to live a life free of doubt

Free of doubt

I can't remember my last real smile

My face is tired of faking

While my heart keeps aching inside

My heart keeps aching inside

My face is tired of faking

While my heart keeps aching inside