You Don’t

I've been overthinking

I know it's a me thing

Close my eyes and see your face

I could stay right here for days

Picturing you happy

Somewhere looking at me

Wonder if it ever works

Waiting on the Universe

I care

Even in the moments when you're not there

You won't ever notice that I'm so scared

I just wanna hold you close

Even when it feels like such a nightmare

I just wanna wake up to your brown hair

I just wanna tell you that it's unfair

I just wanna call you home

Even when I know you don't

Stuck inside a feeling

I don't need a reason

I don't need a reason

I guess it kinda makes me sad

Does it make you sad?

Whenever anybody asks

Everybody asks

About the way it ended

Don't know why we ended

I say I was selfish

No one really gets it

And even when you didn't call

I really thought you'd call

I still defend you after all

'Cause I care

Even in the moments when you're not there

You won't ever notice that I'm so scared

I just wanna hold you close

Even when it feels like such a nightmare

I just wanna wake up to your brown hair

I just wanna tell you that it's unfair

I just wanna call you home

Even when I know you don't

Ooh

I'm trying regardless

Even when I know you won't

Ooh

If I'm being honest

I care

Even in the moments when you're not there

You won't ever notice that I'm so scared

I just wanna hold you close

Even when it feels like such a nightmare

I just wanna wake up to your brown hair

I just wanna tell you that it's unfair

I just wanna come back home

Even when I know you don't