SO MUCH CHANGED (feat. Stacy Barthe)

They'll never take me alive from where the skinny **** slide

Songs with Mary J Blige, seen them die over they pride

I could never confide in authority, not the kind

Me and Ro was just building, that's my ak, but he call me slime

Had to get out and grind, watch family cross the line

I could never co-sign your name on that dotted line

Every time I got bail, Mama would tell me be calm

I was destined to fail, but the Lord allowed me to shine

We was low in the 'jects, you've seen what happened, nevermind

Now they throwing me sex, I'm like a tree they trying to climb

**** knew I was next

You resemble rats and pigs, a cobra at best

Send a driver with a wig, go on and chauffeur your death

Sometimes I get in my feelings, I think no one is left

It feel like everyone gone

Aunt Barbara told me I was right and everyone wrong

Back when Chet was in the Navy, Halle Berry was on

Brian left, I seen my pops cry, dead in his arms

2008, Barbara left, thought I would never move on

Life's crazy, memories blurry, some of them clear

Pops raised me, so did the block, nothing I feared

I'm Swayze, the ghosts of these **** looking for Demi Moore

The Henny pour when the brodie died and we did some more

Death over designer, died with his Fendi on

I hate rats, I don't like when my daughter put Mickey on

They got me mobbing like I'm low, then ready to get my slug on

I load my clip and slip my motherfuckin' gloves on

I ain't scared like the last **** if they test me

Trust, **** never wanna discuss the way they left me

Thus, I left them motherfuckers while I'm smashed

Rubber diamonds on my mind, don't need no problems fast

Mafioso like the Genovese

Came up from nothing, **** never gave me anything

Don't talk about it, I get mad

Lord done blessed me with this paper

Had to be the way I am, it's in my nature

I know these **** wanna stop the way I eat

I'm real, I cannot sleep, and every day is just a struggle

Gotta hustle just to breathe, and I've been ballin' low, don't let them tell you

Devil'll fail you, you get in touch with Allah

You might get help, we raisin' hell

A **** from the gutter, word to motha, we rough

Police, they cuff us, we don't give a fuck

Still on the scene 'cause I love the green

Until they kill me, I'll be living this life

I know you feel me, so much changed

Been smashin' on these ****

****, that's what we do

Fuck 'em

So much done changed

We keep pushing that line

So much done changed

You know what I'm saying

Yeah, so much done changed

Things ain't the same, man, it ain't like back in the days

Back in the days, we pushed a different line

We lived by the code

See what I'm saying, man?

You know, I was telling a little homie the other day

I was like, man, what do you wanna, what do you wanna do when you grow up, ****?

He said, I wanna be like you, Kurupt

I said, you don't wanna be like me, ****

Be your own man, stand on your own ten toes

You dig what I'm saying?