Treading Water

I've been here too long

Found where I went wrong

I was lying to myself

Lying to myself

Turn my back on the world

Put the blame on someone else

Since you've been gone

To fight feeling alone

I've been working on myself

Working on myself

I guess heaven ain't worth it

If you haven't gone through hell

And I'm struggling

A little bit

And I swear I'm trying to make amends

With who I am

And it's getting harder

Treading water

When I don't know where I fit in

I'm struggling

Dealing with this

I'm barely breathing but I'm fighting

Fighting for a chance to ride out of this mess

Maybe get some rest I'm delirious

I'm delirious

And I'm struggling

A little bit

And I swear I'm trying to make amends

With who I am

And it's getting harder

Treading water

When I don't know where I fit in

I'm struggling

Dealing with this

I think I need you right now

It's about to go down

Somewhere in the middle

Somewhere off the deep end

Shitty situation

That I've caught myself in this time

And I'm struggling

A little bit

And I swear I'm trying to make amends

With who I am

And it's getting harder

Treading water

When I don't know where I fit in

And I'm struggling

Dealing with this

And I'm struggling

Dealing with this