If I Only Knew

Is there someone who's waiting?

For me to stay

Will anyone even notice?

If I run away

From all of the silence I feel

When there's nowhere left to go

Far from the darkness I fear

When all of the lights are off

If I only knew (if I knew)

If I only knew (if I knew)

If I, if I knew

What would it feel like?

To look in the mirror

And all of my worries are gone

Can I stop all these questions?

Running through my head

I’m wondering how it could be

Without all the silence I feel

When there's nowhere left to go

Out of the darkness I fear

When all of the lights are off

If I only knew (if I knew)

If I only knew (if I knew)

If I, if I knew

(If I, if I knew)

(If I, if I knew)

Without all the silence I feel

When there's nowhere left to go

Out of the darkness I fear

When all of the lights are off

If I, if I knew