You know theres a reason recently i havent had emotion

Theres a reason reclently my demons been taken over

People are saying that i need some therapy

But i have tried that multiple times

Even tried medications but i stopped the taking cause im already chasing these highs

Im to fucked up gotta recover

My past was fucked up now i feel like nothing

Thats why i keep on smoking and rollin i wanna be gone in the monent i actually wanna feel something

Why does life feels so fake like i could pause it

Thats all ive been asking for i just wanna stop it

It feels so goddamn imposible to get rid of my problems it feels like they watching over me at least something is watching my problems are just

All that i got

You know ive been through a lot

It feels like im a soulder the way ive survived my whole life

Cant start over but i can just end it and go die (closed eyes)

Suicidal thoughts inside my head

Telling me, better things

Like i would just be better off dead

There are to many things that i cant forget

There are too many things that yall people did that i cannot forgive

You know theres a reason recently i havent had emotion

Theres a reason reclently my demons been taken over

People are saying that i need some therapy

But i have tried that multiple times

Even tried medications but i stopped the taking cause im already chasing these highs

Im chasing these highs

Im chasing these highs

Im chasing these highs and they taking my life slowly i dont know it because i push it to the side

like i push all my problems away

Look me in my face and explain why the pain keeps on coming my way

I hate to invade but im feeling insaine i just want to blow my motha fucking bains my brains be blowing like cocaine

I dont give a fuck about anybody

When i gave an actual fuck yall turned your backs it was nothing

But when i turned to my path

You stabbed me inside my back

Now im back up making them bags

The way i be getting this cash

I'm money hungry

Or maybe its the money that loves me but i dont love nothing because all that bullshit is disgusting its hard to be trusting when everyone around is untrusting my heart isnt broken resulting in my heart readjusting

You know theres a reason recently i havent had emotion

Theres a reason reclently my demons been taken over

People are saying that i need some therapy

But i have tried that multiple times

Even tried medications but i stopped the taking cause im already chasing these highs