Is There Really No Happiness?

I remember the family PC

There was snow in the hallways, there was blood on my teeth

Growing blind to the butterflies around me

Knowing I'd remember it accurately

Like a joke I swear that I wrote

I know I'm not alone in wondering

The vertigo of tryna get close

To who I was before remembering

And I want it to be wrong, but it's over and done

Is there really no happiness without this feeling?

Give me a drug, bottle your love

Is there really no happiness without you near me? It's so

Making love to the memory

You'd think I'd been chasing the dragon, you'd been watching me weep

Saying, "Some things are better left remembered"

How's that help me?

Well, maybe it's my fault 'cause I'm so nostalgic

The sum of my habits had you sharing my accent

And you're just like me, I feel like I trained you

I've been trying to change, but I don't know how to change you

Oh, whoa

Mmm, mmm

And I want it to be wrong, but it's over and done

Is there really no happiness without this feeling?

Give me a drug, bottle your love

Is there really no happiness without you near me? It's so

You know, Porter

Some people die of nostalgia

So you better look out

Just kidding, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Good one