Is There Really No Happiness?

I remember the family PC There was snow in the hallways There was blood on my teeth Growing blind to the butterflies around me, knowing I'd remember it accurately Like a joke I swear that I wrote, I know I'm not alone in wondering The vertigo of trying to get close to who I was before remembering And I want it to be wrong when it's over and done Is there really no happiness without this feeling? Give me a drug Bottle your love Is there really no happiness without you near me? Making love to the memory, You'd think I'd been chasing the dragon, You'd been watching me weep Saying "Some things are better left remembered," How's that help me? Well maybe it's my fault 'cause I'm so nostalgic The sum of my habits had you sharing my accent And you're just like me I feel like i trained you I've been trying to change but I don't know how to change you Ohh Mmmm And I want it to be wrong When it's over and done Is there really no happiness without this feeling? Give me a drug, bottle your love Is there really no happiness without you near me? (Y'know Porter, Some people die of nostalgia - so you better look out. Just kidding! Hahahahaha! Good one!)