Thoughts On Hold

Underneath the mattress

Nothing in the cabinets

Locked drawer in the desk

I ain't mad I'm just irritated

Red eyes looking dilated

Head down and capitulated

I ain't mad I'm just irritated

Trunk if I had to guess

But I haven't checked

Locked drawer in the desk

I ain't mad I'm just irritated

These times getting complicated

These idols are overrated

Punch down and get celebrated

Long line to be subjugated

But I ain't mad I'm just irritated

Hold on, day or night

I'm here anytime for you, I'm here anytime

Hold on, everything's fine

I'm here anytime for you, I'm there anytime

Just get off the phone

I ain't mad I'm just tired of waiting

These wounds looking hesitated

Shouldn't be alone…