Enemy

I'm redesigning my own flaws

 We took a vote, and you stuck around

 So, this is how it's going to be now

 Let me summarize it

 One day a week, you can

 Come out of the hole and play

 With all your other friends

 And pick up where you left us all

 Down with shaking in our limbs

 I'm cold in the middle of summer

 Don't get me wrong, I'm better off

 Before you took over

 I was free, and getting lost

 Was our favorite pastime

 Now I'm older

 We are older

 Looks like you are part of me

 Or maybe I'm just part of you

 Does it even matter?

 Now you're here to stay

 Just give me more heads up

 Next time you decide to ruin

 My life with all your nonsense

 Show up when I'm having fun

 Then make me doubt my own existence

 You're my worst self-enemy

 Why can't we just try to pretend

 And become friends that live

 In the same body?