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It's been a long time
 Since the last time I felt like this
 I'm not crazy
 It's just the sequel of all my fears
 Sooner or later
 I might have to step aside
 And try to relearn
 How to live on with my life
 It has been a while
 And I can say I've tried it all
 From many benzos
 To micro dosing magic worlds
 Tracking my hours
 Counting the breath underneath my bones
 Watching the hair fall
 Clogging the drain that I call home
 Running out of directions
 Getting lost in resolutions
 Whatever happened to the best of me?
 Simple, carefree
 So, tell me
 How did we get this far?
 When did it even start?
 I've got my head up in the clouds
 Surrounded by deafening sounds
 Like where do we go from here?
 Who would I rather be?
 A nervous wreck or a drunken joke?
 Always on the verge of panic mode
 I wasn't asking for your help
 Talking about it makes it worse
 Please don't ask me how I am
 I'm absolutely nothing right now
 Ups and downs used to be fun
 Now they take over my world
 A twirling black hole in my gut
 And it makes me feel like an asshole
 Because all I want to do is to listen to you
 But all I think about is falling inside out
 So, tell me
 How do we get this right?
 Where do we even start?
 I've got my head up in a storm
 Spinning around some heavy thoughts like
 Why am I even here?
 When did it come to this?
 I can't remember the last time
 I could just get on with my life

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