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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Julian
Julian
Performer
Jason Wats
Jason Wats
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Emma Sophia Rosen
Emma Sophia Rosen
Songwriter
Nils Bodenstedt
Nils Bodenstedt
Songwriter
Patrick Pyke Salmy
Patrick Pyke Salmy
Songwriter
René Miller
René Miller
Songwriter
Ricardo Muñoz
Ricardo Muñoz
Songwriter
Zoe Wees
Zoe Wees
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Julian
Julian
Producer
Jason Wats
Jason Wats
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
[Verse 2]
Don't know if you get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
[Verse 3]
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
[Verse 4]
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubts, 'cause you were home
[Bridge]
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Written by: Emma Sophia Rosen, Nils Bodenstedt, Patrick Pyke Salmy, René Miller, Ricardo Muñoz, Zoe Wees
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