Hallelujah

I remember when they

Lied on me

Sick & tired

Of the senseless homicides

I done seen some mamas cry

It'll leave ya traumatized on me

Lost my father to a gun

But I'm my mothers only son

Ian no killer

But I gotta keep dat fye on me

Cause I can't let em

Rob me of my blessing

Swear ian never took no loss

I only learned a lesson

Long as I got God on my side

Den it ain't nun to question

I know I'm covered In his blood but I still keep a weapon

Memory foam cause I remember

How they slept on me

Can't win 4 losing

Like a demon put a hex on me

& I know it come with time

But lately patience running thin

Done fell out with my

Closest friends

Feel like the (walls is closing in)

& I made it off dem pills

I said hallelujah

I Lost myself some time ago

I can't afford to lose ya

Ur Feelings change up

Like the seasons

Every fall you leaving

We used to sit and talk 4 hours

Now we hardly speaking

& I done had talks w my demons

Say they never leaving

Say lately I been smiling more

But looks can be deceiving

They ask me how I been

I always tell em

I been decent

My homies swea

I'm always preaching

Could've been a deacon

Lord knows I

Really loved dat girl

Shit gave my pride a beating

Hard to believe

But granny finally said

She prada me

I'm doing good but

Ian close to

Where I'm trying to be

Long way from it honestly

But when it's said & done

I'll be content

Long as my mind at peace

Not surprised you left

U done seen all of

The worst sides of me

Say u love don't u lie to me