Seeing It Now

So tell me, did you ever think I'd be here?

Learnt how to face all my fears

Always knew they'd hold me back

Do you see the way that they care about me?

Only want to make them happy

I only want to make them proud

But it's hard when you're the one who's in control

So close now but I might just lose it all

Don't wanna lose it now

Seeing it now, only in hindsight

I took my time, maybe that's all right

Seeing it now, I'm never going back

Never going back

Seeing it now

Learn from my mistakes

Like counting every second that I waste

Could've been a little more patient

I should've been a little more kind

'Cause I hated the words that I wrote down on the pages

Second-guess myself until I can't face

The one thing that I love, the only thing I love

Seeing it now, only in hindsight

I took my time, maybe that's all right

Seeing it now, I'm never going back

Never going back

Seeing it now, seeing it now

Seeing it now, seeing it now

So tell me, did you ever think I'd be here?

Finally learnt to face all my fears

They will never hold me back

'Cause I hated the words that I wrote down on the pages

Second-guessed myself until I can't face

The one thing that I love, the only thing I love