I grew up inside a bubble
Where the people stayed the same
None of them went to the trouble
To try and make a change
Now I've moved onto the city
I like the feeling that I'm small
Realized that I'm not lonely
Without them there at all
Don't preach on compassion
Then blame me for asking
Why my friends are evil
For where they are sleeping
You'll keep trying to tell yourself you're honest when you're not
And I'll keep trying to sell myself a new version of god
I have entertained it, cause it hurt to be afraid but face it
If it's all or nothing, faith or failing
I'd rather be faithless
Thought I was doing what you wanted
Thought I was winning at the game
Could've had anything I sought out
If I'd only stayed the same
Don't preach on compassion
Then blame me for asking
You reap what you sow
So now I'm kicking your habits
You'll keep trying to tell yourself you're honest when you're not
And I'll keep trying to sell myself a new version of god
I have entertained it, cause it hurt to be afraid but face it
If it's all or nothing, faith or failing
I'd rather be faithless
