Unwavering

How can I be unwavering

un-tapering into a growing ?

A single flame

lit in my chest

I’m hunched apart

keeping it sheltered

If I curl my shoulders open

expose it to the wind

would it then douse me down again

would I then be broken

I held it all I want it all

I saw him though the cracks

he then would let me down again

could I ever be open?

(Aah) open

Why do I fear unwavering,

When stumbling into a knowing ?

If I curl my shoulders open

expose it to the wind

could I then burn until your gone ?

would I then now become the sun ?

I held it all I want it all

to see him fall and say

“I’m sorry”

(Aah) open

I don’t wanna have to go again I’m tired

I know I have to go again I’m tired