Watch You Go

Time stamps inside the clock of my mind And if I turn back now then I lose everything I find There's no better feeling than knowing you were right I've bought all these things, but I still can't buy back that night I get it if you hate me I'm barely here lately Distant and lazy Lacking motivation 'Cause it's never enough to have you here I'd rather just watch you go And all of the things that you still fear Are from people you used to know I'm still concealing the way that I'm feeling And my way of healing may never be enough Panic at a false alarm Can't accept the way things are I get it if you hate me I'm barely here lately Distant and lazy Lacking motivation in a basic conversation Will you chase me if I run And you want more but I have none I am so impatient 'Cause it's never enough to have you here I'd rather just watch you go And all of the things that you still fear Are from people you used to know