Watch You Go

Time stamps inside the clock of my mind

And if I turn back now, then I lose everything I find

There's no better feeling than knowing you were right

I've bought all these things

But I still can't buy back that night

I get it if you hate me

I'm barely here lately

Distant and lazy

Lacking motivation 'cause

It's never enough to have you here

I'd rather just watch you go

And all of the things that you still fear

Are from people you used to know

I'm still concealing the way that I'm feeling

And my way of healing may never be enough

Panic at a false alarm

Can't accept the way things are

I get it if you hate me

I'm barely here lately

Distant and lazy

Lacking motivation in a basic conversation

Will you chase me if I run?

And you want more, but I have none

I am so impatient 'cause

It's never enough to have you here

I'd rather just watch you go

And all of the things that you still fear

Are from people you used to know