Say Goodbye

Act my age

I'm fully grown

I dream a dream

I let it go

Been making my cage a home

I'm Sisyphus pushing stone

What is there to say?

Oh I lost, lost it

Always feel the same

It's exhausting, exhausting

Pleasure turned to pain, turned to desperation

How long before I cave in

If there's a God on the other side

Oh could you talk cuz I'm terrified

It's like I'm sick running out of time

Ain't long till it's all gone say goodbye

I know I'm wasting time,

Ain't long till it's all gone say goodbye

Remember being 18 I felt so young

Life was like ice slipping off of my tongue

But memories fade

And the heart gets numb

A little mistake

And it's all undone

What is there to say?

Oh I lost it, lost it

Always feel the same

It's exhausting, exhausting

Wrote it on a page

Like an explanation

But real quick

Before I say it

If there's a God on the other side

Oh could you talk cuz I'm terrified

And now I've lost any will to fight

Oh I think I know my time's up say goodbye

Say Goodbye

Ya I think I know my time's up say goodbye

And suddenly my life

Is flashing in my eyes

And tangled around my throat

And I can't let it go

If there's a God on the other side

Oh could we wait till another time

And I'll pray all night

I won't say goodbye