Alone Tonight

I was thinking about Briston

Wondering how he's been doing

Been thinking about getting older

What my parents believe in

And I worry about my future

Worry about how to make it stop

But all the worrying does is

Clog up all the love

But you know I worry all the same

Try those things online

There's a light in this tunnel

Some days it's harder to find

So I just walk around in circles

Let time do the healing

You have to trust you'll find your way back

Towards some eyelid of meaning

There's a sign that you made on the border we crossed

When you danced in the rain, all the love that is lost

Where it goes when it fades, I don't know, does it change?

Into your body and bones, I'm afraid to be alone tonight

I'm afraid to be alone tonight

And when it came to an end

A single tear in your eye

I wished that I could change

I wish that you had tried

Like crying at the stars

And shouting at the moon

Just believe wholeheartedly

In the things that consume you

The words that you whispered

Keep watching from sthe outside

I wanted you back

I wanted to be back

Home for the weekend

Love that's lost

I don't wanna know where you are

It hurts too much

There's a sign that you made on the border we crossed

When you danced in the rain, all the love that is lost

Where it goes when it fades, I don't know, does it change?

Into your body and bones, I'm afraid to be alone tonight

I'm afraid to be alone tonight