Apologize

I only ache in the wake of a broken never There is no thrill in the crime, I have lost the pleasure Skin on skin means nothing if there is no blood to bleed Simply quenching hunger doesn't kill the need Hands always move on their own, self-inflicted torture Feel, imitate, stimulate, futuristic horrors Basking in the glory of our manufactured vice Fade away to nothing 'cause now nothing will suffice I don't mean to make you nervous I've been sad, but not depressed Wasting breath waiting for nothing 'cause you won't apologize Apologize! Clean the mess that you made Own up to the blame at the end of the day So easy to say it's not your fault now It's not your fault now? Apologize! Nails on my skin just to check if my heart's still beating Head in my hands, only I hear the quiet screaming Shaking turns to crying in my short-lived fake delight The bitterness of trying haunts me through the night And I don't mean to make you nervous I've been sad, but not depressed Lately, I've been feeling something when I'm high up on my meds I'm smiling at a screen, wearing a name that's not my own It's only in these moments when you truly feel alone Apologize! Apologize Apologize! Clean the mess that you made Own up to the blame at the end of the day So easy to say it's not your fault now It's not your fault now? A name on a screen means nothing to me Hypnotic machine, your hands are clean It's not your fault now It's not your fault now? Apologize! Clean the mess that you made Own up to the blame at the end of the day So easy to say it's not your fault now It's not your fault now