It's Ur Birthday

I heard you found someone to help you ease the pain

I heard she does the things I did, no complaint

And I won't apologise for finding my restraint

Said I hurt you, but I hurt too

Oh it's your birthday and I'm fighting, I'm really trying

Telling myself the lies I need to let us die

I keep thinkin' 'bout, keep thinkin' 'bout

I'm thinkin' 'bout our last night

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Our last night

I know you're wondering just where the fuck I am

I've held this down each year, I do the best I can

But I came to realise that I can't take you back

Said I hurt you, but I'm hurting too

It's your birthday and I'm fighting, I'm really trying

Telling myself the truth I need to walk on by

I keep thinkin' 'bout, keep thinkin' 'bout

I'm thinkin' 'bout our last night

More, no-oh ah-ah

Our last night