Life in Slow Motion

This is where it ends

I have become

The ghost that lingers in the dusk

I feel the voice of death calling for me

There is no order

In the ocean of chaos

Is waking life just a dream to distract us from the end?

In sorrow

I feel the numbness of its hands reaching for me

I whisper out your name

I'll never forgive myself

Let this cold be your tomb

I pull you toward the edge of my being

Neither of us escape

Now you too will feel death's embrace

This is where it ends

Dig deep underneath

My skin, my blood, my nerves and bones

And there you will

Finally see the purpose

Where we find order

In the ocean of chaos

Deep into my mind, I'll set fire to my past mistakes

Some day in my past

The sunset vanished and

All surrounding life became a blackened cloud of smoke

My eyes see life

Through a contorted vision

I told myself on that day, this is where it had to end

You will remember me in this shattered world where dreams run dry

In this vast sea of nothingness I call my own

All of my radiance dims

There is a place that I

There is a place that I have seen

Somewhere beyond this skin

Through fire, the embers glow

Between waking and dreams

I've let my fears go

And I can feel the pressure shift

And I can feel the pressure

I've been drifting

In and out of sleep

Somewhere in the back of my mind, I can hear the faint alarm sounding

Silence would be

A warm, welcomed relief

But I am burning out and now I will let you go

Let you go

I long to return to the moment of our disconnect

Life has moved in slow motion for years and I can't separate the days

I long to return to the moment of our disconnect

Life has moved in slow motion for years and I can't separate