My Weekends

I would have given you my weekends

Cause I was doing pretty good till you dropped in

I gave you the power to break my heart

And you used it

I would have given you my evenings

Hand them over with the power to break apart

All the good things I've been building

It's like you wanted me to want you to pull me apart

Cause I've been on the run from anyone

Who I thought had the power to hurt me

And I didn't think I'd cry like I did

Studio apartment I couldn't hide it

I thought I was done with goodbye's that felt like this

Seventeen when it started and it felt like

You took it better than I did

So why are we still struggling

Why are you struggling

And I can promise that I never planned it

But now you're back here touching skin to skin on mine

And my god it feels so easy

Do things like this happen to you all the time?

It's so confusing to be here now

And listen back to when you said I'd changed your life

Did you fall back into patterns

Or do I still have the power to change your mind

Cause I've been on the run from anyone

Who I thought had the power to hurt me

And I didn't think I'd cry like I did

Studio apartment I couldn't hide it

I thought I was done with goodbye's that felt like this

Seventeen when it started and it felt like

You took it better than I did

So why are we still struggling

Why are you struggling

I thought I was done with goodbyes that felt like this

Seventeen when it started and it felt like shit

You took it better than I did

So why are you still struggling

Why are we struggling

We'll see where we let the dust settle

Maybe you'll fill your bed to keep you warm

I don't want to burn the edges

Won't feel good to move myself along