Clandestine

I'm visionary

I've seen it in my dreams

My eyes roll back and see what I'm to be complete

Your apparition is reflected on me

The lights will flicker in the dark

Breathe, I can't escape you now my body's losing heat

And soon enough, you'll stop my heart

I can't remember how it felt to be alive

And now I'm haunted by the thoughts of suicide

I used to see in color

Now I just see in shades of grey

Now I'm feeling faint, can't think of words to say

I know you're trying to see through my opaque

Just wanna fade away, my feelings seem arcane

I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet

Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy

Haunting me

Bury me in the clandestine garden

The dirt will break away

Calcium and decay

And no-one's gonna smell my blood

The trail's going cold now

I'm left here on my own now

Seeking all the demons

Now I wanna rest in peace

I feel my body fall apart

Leave and shut the door behind you

Swallow down the key

And leave the lock chained to my heart

(And leave the lock chained to my heart)

Now I'm feeling faint, can't think of words to say

I know you're trying to see through my opaque

Just wanna fade away, my feelings seem arcane

I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet

Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy

Haunting me

Bury me in the clandestine garden

Bury me, cover me in ashes

We go from dust to dust

And yet we rot, six feet under

Lulling me into an earthly slumber

Take me up to the alter, sacrifice me

(Don't wanna think about it, just tell me think about it)

Take my life, please

(Don't wanna think about it, I'm standing in the panic)

I used to see in color

Now I just see in shades of grey

Now I'm feeling faint, can't think of words to say

I know you're trying to see through my opaque

Just wanna fade away, my feelings seem arcane

I just wanna pick up the gun and taste on my bullet

Leaded and rusted silver line tragedy

Haunting me

Bury me in the clandestine garden

Goodbye

Bury me