Designer Decay

Hey, I know

It's all been crazy

I watch you decay

And you're fading slow

Slipping away, but you said yesterday

You would place that hold

The chemical break that's been tacked in your veins

And haze that makes you cold

There's no way you could know

Why won't you look away as I begin to fade?

To watch you go down

You're lost, and it kills me

My pain and shame becoming one in the same

You beg to be found

You're lost, and it kills me

I keep it disguised

To give you peace of mind

The truth is I tried

To save you from my life

And take you home

Watch you destruct, and they lost all your luck

Is it made of gold

Like all the jewelry you stole?

Why won't you look away as I begin to fade?

To watch you go down

You're lost, and it kills me

If it's killing you, what's it doing to me?

You beg to be found

Your search for salvation's through

I keep it disguised

To give you peace of mind

The truth is I tried

To save you from my life

Save you from my life

And I'm

Fading to the back of my

Everlasting mind

I tried to change

But I'm bonded by pain and shame

Hey, I know that you see my change into something more ugly

If I become a heavenly body

Remember you loved me

I keep it disguised

To give you peace of mind

The truth is I tried

To save you from my life

I keep it disguised

To give you peace of mind

The truth is I tried

To save you from my life