Mockingbird

Yeah

I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now

But hey, what daddy always tell you’ Straighten up little soldier

Stiffen up that upper lip What’chu crying about?

You got me..

Doing my best to keep you happy

Sabotaging myself

Ain’t been alive in a while so I been asking for death

I been smoking Mary Jane

Asking Mary Jane for help

Only thing that can cure this pain is the smile on your face

Times has changed, mentally going insane

I been lock behind doors in my head got me picking my brain

Distant myself off the radar don’t wanna be in your range

Cause I can’t say that I love you cause the feelings has change

Listen close to these words as I paint you this picture

I been hurting for a long time

It’s time that you see vivid

Every time I tried to vent, during every event you play victim

It’s hard to talk, why ? Cause you love to play innocent

So it’s time that I go cause I can’t take it no more

Feel like a bomb with a time limit finna explode (Bomb)

I’m getting closer to that door

You screaming out saying no

Want me to stay, why should I stay cause I don’t see no hope

Uh, hope you learned a lesson

Realizing I was a blessing

Now you wanna hold me as a hostage

Tell me where was that aggression

You just a woman with a kid mindset, you adolescent

Im a king on this board, this is check not checkers

Don’t understand for a long time I endured this pain

The rainy days become sunny, see I needed that changed

Your game over system outdated cause never played

But try again, but not with me cause you’re never gonna win (never)

Now hush little baby don’t you cry everythings gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya

Daddy’s here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why

We fear how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise Mama’s gon be alright

Steady calling I should block you cause I’m never gone answer (declined)

You caused this pain in my life, my heartbroken, I’m damaged

Ain’t no tears left in me cause I done cried so many

Lonely nights being in my feelings I done cried my rive (Nile)

Overlooked so many things cause I was hoping it change

It never happened, but the love we shared always made me stay

Got on my knees before I went to sleep

I cried and I pray I’m asking god to help your vision you’re so lost in your ways

Where the Love you professing ? True colors finally undressing

See the love you gave, you took it back

Question, why were you selfish

I was good to you, now that I’m gone

Never going back by the voicemails I hear on my phone you want me back

I made a promise to myself that I won’t give in so it won’t happen

I’m going forward and yes I love you

But not stupid to go backwards

Uh, wishing it was different, reminiscing through these pictures

I can’t find it in my heart, you broke my heart so no forgiveness

Uh, time that you move on, chapter close it won’t be open

All your demons you can keep them

I won’t help you to expose them

I was an angel on your shoulders

Too much pride, you couldn’t noticed

I was a gift from god said it himself that I was chosen

Uh, hope you have a better life

I hope you find what you been looking for

This conversation over let’s pretend we never spoken (why)

No more living in my head, stressed, depressed all in my feelings

I been focused on this money

Only god has been my witness

I been stuck inside my thoughts

So at this point my thoughts are scary

So much weight sit on my shoulders

Overload no more to carry

But I struggle with this pain so with the rest I just go bury

Never thought this would have happen

See more tears than I do laughter

Now I’m chill, living in the hills with a view of a pasture

Now I made it no more chains on me I finally been free (slaves)

Cause being with you felt like a prisoner

I was tryna break through

Finally escaped, I couldn’t take it

With the love I couldn’t break it, nu uh

Now hush little baby don’t you cry everythings gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya

Daddy’s here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why

We fear how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise Mama’s gon be alright

And if you ask me to, Daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird

I’ma give you the world, I’ma buy a diamond ring for you

I’ma sing for you, I’ll do anything for you to see you smile

And if that mockingbird don’t sing and the ring don’t shine

I’ma break that birdies neck

I’ll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya

And make him eat every karat, don’t fuck with dad