Holding Me Back

Don't wanna be in denial anymore

I should just walk on a wire, don't think small

If I jump into the fire, I might fall

It's all out of order, hit the wall

I'm tired of holding my grudges, I should let go

I don't know if I can call them if it's been too long

What if I can't be your girl when I get old?

These things I can't get over, holding me back, oh

All of these things I change are getting in my way

Don't wanna lose my backbone just 'cause I'm scared of

Waking up alone

All of these things I change are getting in my way

What if I lose my backbone just 'cause I'm tired of

Not knowing what I want?

All of these things I change keep getting in my way

Don't wanna lose my backbone just 'cause I'm afraid of

Losing all my hope

All of these things I change won't get out of my way

These things I can't get over

These things I wanna change, holding me back

I'm sick of feeding my desire, I can't change

But I'm always in denial, maybe that won't stay

Some things stick when you're a child, that's okay

Been losing patience for a while, that's all I can take

I'm tired of holding my grudges, I should let go

I don't know if I can call them if it's been too long

What if I can't be your girl when I get old?

These things I can't get over, holding me back, oh

All of these things I change are getting in my way

Don't wanna lose my backbone just 'cause I'm scared of

Waking up alone

All of these things I change are getting in my way

What if I lose my backbone just 'cause I'm tired of

Not knowing what I want?

All of these things I change keep getting in my way

Don't wanna lose my backbone just 'cause I'm afraid of

Losing all my hope

All of these things I change won't get out of my way

These things I can't get over

These things I wanna change, holding me back