never the same / never felt better

It don't feel the same

Oh no it don't feel the same

You filled up my brain

And now it don't feel the same

It will never be ok

No I will be never be ok

And I'll never be the same

Girl you really messed me up bad

Think about the times we had

We can never get them back

I'm tryna put you in the past

But you keep on hitting me on snap

Saying that your giving me space

Keep trying

I can't even look at your face without crying

Sitting so alone here feeling I'm like dying

Hitting up my bros but nobody is replying

Truth is I ain't ever really been this down

Sometimes I just want you in my bed right now

But sometimes I be wishing you were dead right now

I can't make up my mind

Everything, everything you said right now

Is running through, running through my head right now

I just can't, I just can't pretend right now

I'm running out of time

You always kept me down

And even though I'm free right now

I still flinch when I hear that sound

Your echoes ringing in the background

I never wanna speak again

I don't ever wanna see your face

You drove down to New York and then you made a Giant mistake

I hate you with every single thing in my brain

Every single part of my life

Every day I wake up knowing you caused me pain

4 months I'm still not alright

They say it takes time

And I know that they're right

But there's still that void inside

That makes me feel so weak at night

I'll never be the same

It don't feel the same without you now that you're all gone

You're not to blame, without you I'll be moving on

It don't feel the same without you now that you're not here

It don't feel the same, It don't feel the same

I ain't ever felt no better than this

Except for you girl I never miss

Your name still creeping in the back of my head

Yeah without you girl I'm better off

Not dead but alive

Now I ain't wasting no time

Only time I get high

Is when I'm high off of life

Which is like every night

Every second with you felt wrong

I'm making it right

You gave me a header so I tacked on itttt

We ended forever now I'm back on itttt

Playlist better when this track on itttt

Every pendant I put cash on it

Yeahhh

I'm making bank but still don't know where to go now

I'd say no thanks but I still don't really know how

You out my way but you still messing my flow

I don't even know, will I ever be the same

I don't know

Will I ever be the same?

I ain't ever felt this way

You know, it's funny

You always said I couldn't remember anything, but what you did I'll never forget

And thank you for showing me what a relationship is not supposed to feel like, you know?

I learned how to see the red flags, how to see what's wrong.

Now I can finally have control over my own life. No more being trapped in the bubble.