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Esther Ruse
Esther Ruse
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Pack my bag and leave the key you gave me for your door
Sold your promise ring guess I won't need it anymore
Thought you was all I need
Found out the truth and I could barely breathe
No
Told me she was in the past, we both know that's a lie
Ask if you still love her, you can't look me in the eye
You've taken what you need
Said you won't call to give me space to grieve
I just don't understand how you could care for someone
Like you said you did and do me wrong
And I don't understand how you could hold me
Knowing she's the you wanted all along
I thought that it was jealousy
Now I know it's intuition
Thought it was love but maybe I was just too high
To see that you was playing me
I knew that you was playing me
Did my absence bring relief?
All that sneaking round
It must've took some energy
I told myself you hide me
To save my mental
I hate myself for making up excuses for ya
Look what it gave
So that's the last time
I play housewife
Make sure to never trust again
I guess it's all just words in the sand
Fix me just to break me down again
Now I'll pick up the pieces
You've taken what you needed
I just don't understand how you could care for someone
Like you said you did and do me wrong
And I don't understand how you could hold me
Knowing she's the you wanted all along
I thought that it was jealousy
Now I know it's intuition
Thought it was love but maybe I was just too high
To see that you was playing me
I knew that you was playing me
I wanna know the purpose
2 years, I don't deserve this
Tell me was it worth it?
Was it worth it?
2 years, that lesson thought you learnt it
I know I don't deserve it
Written by: Esther Ruse, Joe Moran
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