Smiling in your face

I find it hard to cry

compared to everyone I know

It's constructive to get it out

but what do I know

I have too much shit

like everybody else I know

It's embarrassing so now

i'm letting it go

I'm gentle

I'm a monster

you know

You'll be smiling

cause I'm funny

you know

Take my liver rip it out

find a homepage with with advice on life

I'll internalize

Hanging out inside my head

shut the fuckers up and give the go ahead

live on credit

I'd find it hard to die

just like everyone I know

I told my therapist and she said

that'll pass too

The sidewalk smells like rain

and I feel nothing

we had a beer at karaoke

and we didn't sing

I hate this

I hate all the bullshit

let's get rid of it

I'm gentle

I'm a monster

you know

You'll be smiling

cause I'm funny

you know

Take my liver rip it out

find a homepage with with advice on life

I'll internalize

Hanging out inside my head

shut the fuckers up and give the go ahead

live on credit

I'll be smiling

I'll be smiling in your face

Out of fear