Haunt Me

Maybe I'm responsible too

For letting you live the lie

I made excuses for you

But I was up every night

I looked for him in you

But he was long gone alright

I even wrote him letters addressed to you

'Cause I couldn't say goodbye

Wish I could explain the way you haunt me

Out of nowhere, I want to hug you

But you don't exist, no you never did

Just in my mind

I wonder how you sleep at night

Ooh-ooh

21, when I met you

The youngest they'd ever been

But you got five years older too

And now they're only 19

Oh, oh

I can feel it in my chest

No, there's not much of me left

How did anyone ever survive this?

Did I just waste the best years of my life?

You're not coming back this time

Oh, oh, oh-oh

Wish I could explain the way you haunt me

Out of nowhere, I want to hug you

But you don't exist, no you never did

Just in my mind

I wonder how you sleep at night

You and I, just another tragedy

You know, everybody warned me

You were just like they said

No, that wasn't my bed

Now close your eyes

I'm not coming back this time

Hmm-mm-mm