Mood Swings

And I think that Is the part of hell that a person in depression really tastes The hopelessness, the hopelessness Terrible hopelessness, terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness, terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness, terrible hopelessness Let's take another one I swear, I'm havin' fun, but I look miserable 'Cause time don't heal no pain I still feel just the same, I guess time is standin' still Draw a smile on every day I've run out of paint, hold my brush, I'm feelin' faint Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you Someday I might find peace I long left behind I hope you're still here when I do I know it ain't fair to you, that I put you through My condition is no excuse I know it won't make much sense, but baby, in my defense You're the only one I feel safe around Let me explain myself, it's the first time I've felt Like not runnin' us into the ground Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you I've always sacrificed anything that's brought me happiness For emptiness But in exchange for my pain, I maintain inspiration This heartache is my medication Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you I feel like I can really be myself around you