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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Left to Suffer
Left to Suffer
Performer
LiL Lotus
LiL Lotus
Performer
Alejandro Aranda
Alejandro Aranda
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
LiL Lotus
LiL Lotus
Songwriter
Alejandro Aranda
Alejandro Aranda
Songwriter
Taylor Barber
Taylor Barber
Songwriter
Jacob Gordon
Jacob Gordon
Songwriter
Peter Higgs
Peter Higgs
Songwriter
Christian Nowatzski
Christian Nowatzski
Songwriter
Alex Vavra
Alex Vavra
Songwriter
Morgoth Beatz
Morgoth Beatz
Songwriter
Noah Sebastian
Noah Sebastian
Songwriter
Joakim Karlsson
Joakim Karlsson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Morgoth Beatz
Morgoth Beatz
Producer

Lyrics

[Chorus]
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I'll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I'm so alone
[Verse 1]
I'm a ghost in the night and I don't exist
Lay me down in the dark, give me one last kiss
I'm not here at all
You're talking to the wall
Feel the pain in your eyes when you cry like this
But your touch is a knife and you sharpen it
Put it through my heart
Tear my soul apart
[Chorus]
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I'll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I'm so alone
[Chorus]
I feel so cold
I feel so alone
[Verse 2]
You can't save me
I've been feeling down
Trapped and there's no way out
At night, when I close my eyes
I fight to see your face again
As the pain inside my heart
Grows into a star, you see
I watch it fall into earth below
And end my existence
[Chorus]
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I'll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I'm so alone
[Bridge]
It grows inside me
I can't move forward
Taking my body
Wide awake, I feel the pain
[Bridge]
It grows inside me
I can't move forward
Taking my body
Wide awake, I feel the pain
[Bridge]
Wide awake, I feel the pain
Powerless
Restlessness
Sedated
[Chorus]
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I'll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I'm so alone
[Chorus]
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I'll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I'm so alone
Written by: Alejandro Aranda, Alex Vavra, Christian Nowatzski, Jacob Gordon, Joakim Karlsson, LiL Lotus, Michael Montoya, Morgoth Beatz, Noah Sebastian, Peter Higgs, Taylor Barber
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