a boy whistling in the graveyard

aye, they said that I died, but i ain't see no light

all of this darkness, all these demons

hope these percs gonna get me right

i keep reaching my hand out

hoping that drank gone hold me tight

i keep getting my heart broke

hoping that she gone love me, sike

blacked out on another flight

right back where i started, yeah, spilling my heart out on the mic

i can't figure this out, no, i don't see no end in sight

filling my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise

they couldn't help me if they wanted, guess i'll go and talk to christ

thinking about my brother and i'm wondering if he thinking of me

last time that i seen him, he was dead, since then, i ain't sleep

is this shit my fault? did i leave him? what could I have done different?

they say that i'm blessed but i'm failing to see what the gift is

riding by my lonely, aye

thinking about my family, aye

dreaming about their love, aye

don't give a fuck 'bout grammys, aye

don't give a fuck 'bout money, aye

don't give a fuck 'bout bitches, aye

dont give a fuck 'bout none of that shit

none of it don't mean shit to me

let's go, let's go

take a look at my history

let's get it

wondering why trust hard to find

blank stares when we face to face

hard to tell you what's on my mind

want to, but i can't cry, aye

want to, but i can't lie, aye

i just gotta get high 'cause i'm too busy to die, aye

take a look at what i've become

wondering was it really worth it?

bro just sent me a text, maybe he's right

maybe i didn't earn it

tell me, what's my purpose and why do i, why do i deserve it?

crashing out the rolls, show these pussies how to really swerve it

telling my dad it won't be long till i get home, but that's a lie

feeling like weezy in '07, i'm so high, i feel like dying

been like twenty years since the last time that i felt alive

preacher looked me in my eyes, said, "damn boy, you dead inside"

aye, they said that I died, but i ain't see no light

all of this darkness, all these demons

hope these percs gonna get me right

i keep reaching my hand out

hoping that drank gone hold me tight

i keep getting my heart broke

hoping that she gone love me, sike

blacked out on another flight

right back where i started, yeah, spilling my heart out on the mic

i can't figure this out, no, i don't see no end in sight

filling my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise

they couldn't help me if they wanted, guess i'll go and talk to christ