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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
FLETCHER
FLETCHER
Vocals
Stefan Johnson
Stefan Johnson
Keyboards
Oliver Peterhof
Oliver Peterhof
Keyboards
Pierre-Luc Rioux
Pierre-Luc Rioux
Guitar
Jordan Johnson
Jordan Johnson
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Stefan Johnson
Stefan Johnson
Songwriter
Oliver Peterhof
Oliver Peterhof
Songwriter
Gregory "Aldae" Hein
Gregory "Aldae" Hein
Songwriter
Michael Pollack
Michael Pollack
Songwriter
Cari Fletcher
Cari Fletcher
Songwriter
Jordan Johnson
Jordan Johnson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
German
German
Producer
Stefan Johnson
Stefan Johnson
Recording Engineer
The Monsters & Strangerz
The Monsters & Strangerz
Producer
Eli Heisler
Eli Heisler
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Rob Kinelski
Rob Kinelski
Mixing Engineer
Brady Wortzel
Brady Wortzel
Assistant Recording Engineer
Katie Harvey
Katie Harvey
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Nate Mingo
Nate Mingo
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Dale Becker
Dale Becker
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Here I fucking go again
Holding up a match to everything I love
I'm burning down my world again
Just because
Flying down the interstate
It's hard to see the road in front of all these tears
Your words are swirling in my brain
All I hear
[Chorus]
You say that I'm a crazy bitch
I'm sick, I'm permanently numb
You say that I'm a narcissist
As if I haven't heard that one
You say I'm ruining my life on purpose
Just because I can
Maybe I, maybe I am
Maybe I, maybe I am
[Verse 2]
Everything you say I am
Maybe it's the truth and I'm delusional
I'm talking to myself again
All I hear
All I hear
[Chorus]
You say that I'm a crazy bitch
I'm sick, I'm permanently numb
You say that I'm a narcissist
As if I haven't heard that one
You say I'm ruining my life on purpose
Just because I can
Maybe I, maybe I am
Maybe I, maybe I am
[Bridge]
Maybe I am
Maybe I am
Maybe I am
Maybe I, so what, maybe I fuckin' am
[Outro]
You say I'm ruining my life on purpose
Just because I can
Maybe I am
Written by: FLETCHER, Gregory "Aldae" Hein, Jordan K. Johnson, Michael Pollack, Oliver Peterhof, Stefan Johnson

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