What If This Is All Okay?

Kid sitting in the bathroom Tryna convince himself to go outside Said this isn't how I knew you Always easier to self confide What if this is all okay? What if it works out one day? Kid dancing in the corner Knows all the words, but preoccupied Can't seem to face the music Mom says "will it matter in five years time?" What if this is all okay? What if it works out one day? What if this is all okay? What if youth is lived in vain? Kid staring out the window Yet somehow sees inside himself Avoids the real adventure There's no right time But still not yet What if this is all okay? What if it works out one day? What if this is all okay? What if youth is lived in vain? So if rose petals fell beneath your nose Would you rise? Rub your eyes? Cuz oh God knows Its been a long, long summer and I wont disclose Come to blows with the damage thats done So if rain drops fell upon your crown Would you cleanse? Make amends? Would you come round? Its been a long, long winter and I wont expose Or impose on the silk of spilt milk What if this is all okay? What if it works out one day? What if this is all okay? What if its my youth I waste?