Both Ways

I’m in love with the waiting

I feel like I’m always anticipating

I want you to be real

I want you to be honest

Tell me that I’m holy

Tell me that I’m crumbling

On the edge of something

I pull out my hair

Just so you’ll notice

I want you to be real

I want you to be honest

Tell me that I’m pretty

Tell me that you want me

Want me to be real

Want me to be honest

Tell me what you feel

Honestly I’m falling apart

I want it both ways

Hold me and tear me apart

I want it both ways

I love when your breaking my heart

I want it both ways

I love when it ends and I love when it starts

I want it both ways

We were all in

We were soaring

How did it all get so boring

I want it to be real

Want to fall the hardest

Something we can feel

Want to feel us falling apart

Pre chorus

I want it both ways

Hold me and tear me apart

I want it both ways

I love when your breaking my heart

I want it both ways

I love when it ends and I love when it starts

I want it both ways

I want it both ways

You tell me that I’m pretty ugly when I’m honest

Lover if you’re leaving

Better get to walking

That’s love I can feel

That’s all that I wanted

That’s me being real

That’s me being honest

I want it both ways

Hold me and tear me apart

I want it both ways

I love when your breaking my heart

I want it both ways

I love when it ends and I love when it starts

I want it both ways

I want it both ways