Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Samar Sachdeva
Songwriter
Lyrics
All i ever wanted was love
Someone to say, we gon be alright
All i ever wanted was love
All i wanted
All i wanted
I lied, When i said i was feeling alright, I lied, Dont want tears in your eyes
But mine? Look in my eyes, youll see a soul inside, that died, but thats fine, trust its alright
As long as youre happy, as long as you smile
As long as you dont know whats on my mind
As long as youll love me for the rest of my life
As long as youll stop me from suicide
Im dead after work, workin over time
I feel electric, when you run into my arms
Plenty of fish in the sea, but this one is mine
Girl you one in a billion, girl you of a kind
But thats the bright side tho, come visit the dark
I wanna hang myself, from a tree in the park
Lie in gas, then create a spark
Smith and wesson, 45, shoot myself in the heart
All i ever wanted was love
Someone to say, we gon be alright
All i ever wanted was love
Someone to say, im by your side
All i ever wanted was love
Someone who said, that im on their mind
All i ever wanted was love
All i ever wanted was love
Ive had enough of my life, i call the helpline
Tell em whats on my mind, as I cry
I got so much shit, that they run outta script
I disconnect the call i made from the landline
So im packing my bags, got more liquor than clothes
She walking into the house as im walkin out the door
She looks at my eyes, blood red coz im stoned
She kicks the bag, from my hand, and it drops on the floor
Then she pulls out a chain, puts it on my neck
She says that she loves me, and she hands me a cheque
I did it for us, thats what she said
For a moment i felt the weight lift, off of my chest
Then i ask her, wait, where did you get all this from
She lied to me, said it was a gift from her mum
I notice she took the bus, and her car was gone
Thats when i woke the fuck up, did what needs to be done
Started workin the night shifts, started workin the weekends
Started hoppin off the drugs, this 100 the cleanest
I been in my life, i see her hand so im reaching
And tell her that i love her, and this time i mean it
My favorite pass time, is to look at her breathin
Im a strong man now, but her eyes are my weakness
I tell her shes perfect, we asleep in the evening
Lifes a lot better, and i wanna keep breathin now
Written by: Samar Sachdeva