When?

When's somebody gonna love me? For what I am and what I'm not Someone not so high above me They can look me in the eye and see my heart When's somebody gonna touch me? And feel the weakness in my bones Someone strong enough to hold me But give me freedom, give me room to be alone I came to the table With all that I had left I let it ride, I let it ride And though my hand was weak I still had aces up my sleeves I let it ride, I let it ride I let it ride When's somebody gonna notice? And recognize the scars I hide I'm lost at sea and I can't float this Anymore, oh lord, my arms are tired And I come to the table With all that I have left I let it ride, I let it ride And though my hand is weak I still have aces up my sleeves I let it ride, I let it ride Cause I've been having a hard time Tripping over myself Head down and so afraid to need somebody else I've been lost for a long time I'm breaking out of this hell Eyes wide and hoping for a new story to tell A new hand to be dealt A new lover to call my bluff So when's somebody gonna love me? Not a mother or a friend When I'm no longer feeling lucky They'll take my heart collateral and go all in Cuz I come to the table With all that I have left I'll let it ride, I'll let it ride And though my hand is weak I still got aces up my sleeves I'll let it ride, I'll let it ride I'll let it ride Ooooh I'll let it ride