MANIC

I fail successfully I feel stuck I got nothing to hold on to I talk to no one boo) They see me travelling They shift from envy to slay in a sec I shift from sadness to panic attacks I wanna burn burn burn in the open It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it No reason to panic But why do I feel so Manic I am everybody's darling but nobody's friend I don't follow the advice I give out myself I don't know what I'm doing If I succeed it's lucky at best And if I fail it's proof I'm a mess I wanna burn burn burn in the open It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it No reason to panic But why do I feel so Manic My friends are my friends when no one's around Yeah I have the most intrusive mind in town yelling at myself You did this don't fuck this up Why is it never enough Don't you love the heat when I light myself up I'm trying so hard not to panic Manic (You did this, don't fuck this up why is it never enough though)