Happy

I just called home and I said I was fine Just like I do every Sunday night They're all sitting round the table Eating the roast And I'm holding back tears Pretending to boast My song's on the radio Hey, aren't you proud? They yell and they holler Sippin' wine to their mouths They say goodnight and I hang up the phone But I've never felt so God damn alone Maybe when cows jump over the moon I see rainbows ends I might tell the truth The dream's not the dream that I thought it would be My only dream now is to be happy Had to borrow five dollars to pay a bill I know they'd lend it but pride it'll kill Selling guitars that nobody wants 'Cause being left-handed's another damn fault Maybe when cows jump over the moon I see rainbows ends I might tell the truth The dream's not the dream that I thought it would be My only dream now is to be happy Got so far removed that I wanted to quit Tried something else for the hell of it But it wasn't the music that got it all wrong 'Cause not even a virus could kill off my songs Maybe when cows jump over the moon I see rainbows ends I might tell the truth The dream's not the dream that I thought it would be My only dream now is to be happy I don't need cows jumping over the moon Or a pot of gold to tell me the truth It's all about heart and soul, don't you see? And that's all I needed to be happy