Ball 4 U

For my brothers that I lost

I'ma put my lighter in the sky

I promise not to cry

I'ma ball for you, ayy

I'ma ball for you

For my brothers that I lost

Dear God, let me be strong

I'ma ball for you

Oh, I'ma ball for you

I promise I'ma ball for you, bro

Risk it all for you, bro

All this money don't mean shit

I'd trade it all for you, bro

This is all for you, bro

I'll go to war for you, bro

Give this all up just to hear you talk to me, bro

Cried enough tears to fill up a cup

Like some stitches, bro, I'm still in the cut

I'm thinking 'bout you while I'm billin' it up

That's why I rap about you on every riddim I touch

Bro, I'm fighting back tears when I speak to your mum

They don't understand when I say it's deeper than songs

Quick to reach for my gun

You know me, bro

I don't play none of that

Got your sister's new Jordans, but they just want their brother back

Wish that you could holla back

Got so much to tell you

Never knew it'd be the last time

The last time I belled you

But I guess that I'ma see you at them crossroads

Even if I win, I'll feel your loss, bro

It's that real

What up Marnz, it's Kris

I just wanna say I really appreciate

The consistent love and support you've given me for the last few years

During a time that I felt extreme pain for my boy Nas

You might not have been the only one that coulda did that

But you were the one that did that

So for that I'm grateful

And I just wish you nothing but blessings on blessings

Remember when we robbed them pushbikes and neek jewels

I was like ten years old

They chased us all the way back to sides

For hours, bro, we had to hide

Why my bro have to die?

Kept it real to the end

But that's just bro, so I can't act surprised

Lost his life in pursuit of this plastic

But no one else could do it like Nas did

Cut a hole in my heart on the day that they stabbed him

If I had one wish, I would've already cashed in

It's been three years, still feels like it's yesterday

At any given moment they could come and take my breath away

Forgive me for my sins, but sometimes I forget to pray

Put love into my heart and prepare me for what I'm yet to face

Put my lighter in the air, oi, this one's for you, bro

Remember you would come with me every single studio

Told me I'ma blow and I believe you, my friend

This was just a little letter till I see you again

For my brothers that I lost

I'ma put my lighter in the sky

I promise not to cry

I'ma ball for you

Oh, I'ma ball for you

For my brothers that I lost

Dear God, let me be strong

I'ma ball for you

Oh, I'ma ball for you