Nu-Reality

I look into the past, I’m crying.

I’m crawling in my skin, I’m dying.

I swear it wasn’t all my fault.

I blame it on you.

You couldn’t help me if you tried.

(Now it’s time to feel the hurt. I never thought it would hurt like this.)

I’m never gonna let this fall apart.

I saw this coming, guess I’m on my own.

Never wanna break this, take this, faithless heart away.

Never wanna say its painless face this on my own.

Please open up your eyes, come find me.

I’m slipping through the cracks, I’m hiding.

I swear it wasn’t all my fault been sippin’ on bath salts.

Slipping into another memory.

It wasn't ever about me, but now I see clearly this is my Nu-Reality.

(Now it’s time to feel the hurt. I never thought it would hurt like this.)

I’m never gonna let this fall apart.

I saw this coming, guess I’m on my own.

Never wanna break this, take this, faithless heart away.

Never wanna say its painless face this on my own.

Come down.

Spinning in my head, round.

Dancing to the beat, wow.

Heard you bring the heat now, baby.

Head down

Gonna give a beat down.

I just broke my fist, ow!

Hope you have insurance, baby.

I’m worse off than I thought I got it wrong.

I'm worse off than I thought it’s all my fault.

I’m never gonna let this fall apart.

I saw this coming, guess I’m on my own.

Never wanna break this, take this, faithless heart away.

Never wanna say its painless face this on my own.

I swear it wasn’t all my fault been sippin’ on bath salts.

Slipping into another memory.

It wasn't ever about me, but now I see clearly this is my Nu-Reality.

Come down.

Spinning in my head, round.

Dancing to the beat, wow.

Heard you bring the heat now, baby.

Lost found searching like a bloodhound.

Looking for that new sound.

Hope you had your quick fix baby.

I’m worse off than I thought I got it wrong.

I'm worse off than I thought it’s all my fault.