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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Christopher Smith Jr.
Christopher Smith Jr.
Songwriter
Ahmanti Booker
Ahmanti Booker
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
PC&TI and Kevin Billingslea
PC&TI and Kevin Billingslea
Recording Engineer
Mixed Produced and Engineered by Kevin Billingslea at The Halo Studio in Windham Maine - 2022- 2023
Mixed Produced and Engineered by Kevin Billingslea at The Halo Studio in Windham Maine - 2022- 2023
Recording Engineer
Mastered by Stephen Pettyjohn at Ethereal Mastering
Mastered by Stephen Pettyjohn at Ethereal Mastering
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Woke up dizzy and nervous 
I think I bit through my tongue again 
As the blood stains the sink 
Down the hall I hear voices 
Apparition of an argument 
Abbey, where did you go?
Is this the way my world ends? 
And as of late 
It's getting harder and harder to breathe 
And I can't think straight enough
To see the wall in front of me
What instigates 
Worth getting out of bed 
Spending all this time
Fighting the voice inside your head 
Seems like endless appointments 
Revolving door of E.R. trips 
Watch my bank account burn 
Disappointing engagements 
Your white cell counts on the rise 
Betrayed by my own blood 
Is this the way my world ends? 
And as of late 
It's getting harder and harder to breathe 
And I can't think straight enough
To see the wall in front of me
What instigates 
Any sense of self 
When all that's left
Is just the shell that you've become 
Been writing down 
All of these questions I got for you 
To defame this gospel you hail as truth 
I'm down and out
Finally seeing the liars now
This light burns out 
Under the crashing wave
This heart beat fails
As I'm swept out to sea  
This light burns out 
Under the crashing wave
This heart beat fails
As I'm swept out to sea  
As of late
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I've been writing down
All of these questions
As of late
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I've been writing down
All of these questions
Written by: Ahmanti Booker, Christopher Smith, Christopher Smith Jr., Dan Smith
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